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Happy thanks giving,before studying in Ukraine,i don't even know that such a day exist.People in State is having their Public Holiday,26th of November-- an ordinary day for me,the only special thing is Wan Yen's birthday.Wish her get what she wants.
A month to christmas,can't say that i am excited about the coming winter trip but just looking forward to the christmas market as in advertised in all airline books,all websites,the atmosphere of christmads,smell of roasted chestnut,warm wine,authentic and traditional christmas gift in Germany.I came across this thought that wanna go for Chirstmas market because of my Er Jie,she wanted to join me for christmas market tour but too bad she can't.
When seeing those advertisement in website,excited to see Santa Claus as usual,he is just lovely.Of course i wish to go the place that where Santa Claus originated form,but due to budget,can't really afford that,i wish to take the siberian Helski ride...
But not too bad,i am going to visit christmas market in Germany,world famous christmas market.At first i wanted to tour only Germany but due to some reason,i am not,i will be going to only Cologne christmas market and others christmas market that will be held in other countries that i will be going.I am looking forward for my upcoming "all christmas market-here i come"winter break!!!
holidays are officially ending.
a nightmare for me because then i'd have to readjust my sleep.
i just woke up at 11pm after a short nap & i guess it will keep me up tonight.
i dont think im going to sleep tonight .
probably will stay up reading and then go cook myself a hearty breakfast when the electric stoves start working at 9am.
i'll go to bed maybe at 10pm tonight like a good , loveable child.
So the holiday come to an end.....
As usual, the happy time always seems to pass by faster, and now i'm back to my usual routine. It's always hard to get back to the mood and the momentum in studies.....
Went to church mini conference today. It gave me a moment of self refresh. It's like the "refresh" button on Internet explore, you reload the page that you want to view it again in case it didn't load properly. For me, I want to reload part of my broken life which is awful to be said.
Like the song,
A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace
I'm really sick of what are happening around me recently....
I'm so tired to think about it or even talk about it....
I have no answer for myself
And i think only God knows what to do!!!!
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The more i hear the sound inside of me,
the more uncertain i'm
The more i hear the songs that play,
the more i become desperate
Then the emotional part of me is arguing with the rational part
guess what??
The rational part of me won again!
i seriously dont know how am i gonna work when im having my monthly menstruation next time.
i think im gonna OD on NSAIDs until i get a peptic ulcer &/or gi bleed.
argh these freaking cramps.
im gonna go lie down now and curl myself up on the bed.
argh. the so called holidays are ending soon.
i hate having to readjust my sleeping schedule . its a total mess.
i hate it when i've lost my momentum & now i'd have to dreadfully try to gain it back .
i'd rather not have the holidays.(konon)
urghhh.
at times like this I look back and wonder, how did love make me go so far?
it surpasses boredom,loneliness and the occasional hunger pangs as I sit here and wait.
So left 1 week of holiday. Time just pass by without we noticing it.....
Another 1 month before i go home. I wonder will this 1 month pass by fast. I hope it will.
Nothing much on coming week except some church events, gym,....and that's all i think.
I'm kinda curious how the school is going to arrange the replacement class and what we are going to have when school start??!!
Till then, i guess is good to rest and slow down the steps and look, refresh what is going on in life and what will be in future.
Have a great week ahead everyone.
