Fatigue predominates...
The feeling of wanting to be at home by now keep flashing through my mind every now and then.
Period supposed to be coming within this two days .
Tomorrow still has classes and aerobic plus getting the done isic.
On monday we will be heading for the poland conference. AM i excited? or maybe abit worry? There is something bothering me yet i just cant figure it out.
To a certain extend i am kinda tired of the way i am living now .Nevermind i guess i just has to hope for a brighter day ahead.
My 5kg which i wanted to get rid didnt seems to succeed at all. Infact i am trying hard enough to atleast dont let the gap towards my target becomes wider.
Where is my motivation that i used to have and where is my determination ?
Talking about preparation for exams, sad to said but i didnt do much ...
Exercise ..yes i did but with the increase amount of food intakes which equivalent to zero.
Wonder how is dad and mum doing now? Its been so long since i last saw them. And its getting abit uncomfortable for me . And i keep on missing my grandma .Yeah i guess i should have call them more often but i guess i am just those kind who just sit there and lazy to do anything about me. Shall call it as serve myself right.
Hopefully they know that they r stil in my mind . Guess brothers they all are doing pretty well.
No matter what i should lift up my spirit, gain back my motivation and start to do something about my study . My favourite quote" there is never too late to start"....
:D
I feel i wanted to be a good doctor, i feel that if in this life if i cant happen to be rich to be able to help those poor, hopefully my skill can lessen their pain and making their life a better one. I hope i can be somebody to those poors and old ones. But then again, like always ppl will think i dream too much. This all requires some drive to actually make it happens so lets c how...
ok i am going to ivy's place soon to practice the presentation thingie:D
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I hope i can help u in certain ways to fulfil ur dream in helping those poor ppl... I dont think we have to be rich in order to help them. There are many things we can do to lessen their suffer by other mean than giving money. But of cox.. money is the most practical things to them...hehe.. Anyway, u have already helped a lot of poor people somewhere during ur lifetime...is just u didnt realised it. :)
Hmm.. 5 kg only . That will not make u look ugly. hehe... so ..dont WorRy, Be HapPy ! :)
Anyway, it will be so good if u can transfer that 5kg to me..since u dont want it..and i hunger for it..hehehe.. :P
*sayang-sayang*
it's just the numerical value on the weighing scale, but in real measurements u have become smaller what, and dont feel so down, we'll be going home soon and after this holiday we'll have only one more year to be back here for.
it seems long,but it really isnt.
hugs