I suddenly remember this song...
I suddenly remember this song that i used to like . Wah i think it was dated back to the day where i was still in secondary school. Remind me that i used to have a crush at that time which lasted till my Alevel time. How i started liking him ? haha..i guess it was because back there during the time i was kinda shy ,timid and low self esteem gal . He was regarded as the first one who supported me during basketball compettition. And somehow we r destine to get to know each other. Why i am saying this? it's because we arent fren when he was still studying in brunei and Only when i was in form 3 that time which was those time where MRic was still a trend for us .
SO it started like.....One fine day where as usual i logged in to Mric and somehow frens all didnt log in. SO while waiting for frens to log in i simply clicked on a nick named snoopy and i cant stop wondering how small the world is....!! i actually clicked him and there a whole new frenship was built. So while he was back in brunei for vacation i was so excited that i am going to meet him , yet being a timid and low self confidence me i didnt actually approached him . I saw him hanging out in school and never actually talked to him in real life .
Only the very day where i suddenly bring up my courage to ask him to drop some words in my autograph and haha...he actually did it .
I dont know what's on my mind that time, I think part of the reason i didnt try to show any signs of liking him is because he just broke up with her gf not long ago and was still not over her so i thinking this isnt the time for it. But god knows what he did..after thinking that i had no feeling for him ,he actually go after a gal which is in the same school as me. That day was the saddest day in my secondary life which is the day where he coupled with another gal. Thats make me think after all nobody will wait for u for so long and therefore i come out with a rule that if one is to really like someone he will wait no matter what and for those who willing to wait is the one who worth to be with and therefore toward every relationships that i had for the past few years i tested each and every guys. which is kinda bad !yeah i know! As for now i dont know whether i am still stick to that rule or not but all i know is i didnt get rid of the thought.
so this goes the song BOYZONE -everyday i love u
I think actually there is another song which also reminds me of him- BOYZONE- when u said nothing at all.:)
i shall add one of the song into my blog:)