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走在乡间小路买糖果
你不会说童话故事也不会唱歌
我却是最幸福的一个
记得那天你看电视陪我作功课
我很怀念房间的摆设
你还教我要有积蓄才有好生活
快乐是对自己的承诺
我已经坚强的长大
不再是小娃娃
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我经历爱情的伤疤
一个人回家
寂寞而漂亮的烟花你看见吗
我不知道为了生活才每天工作
还是为了工作而生活
那年冬天你的视线越来越虚弱
直到孤独的离开了我
我已经坚强地长大
因为你的话
记得那天爷爷是你最爱背着我
我有味道最甜的糖果
外 公 ！ 时 光 纷 飞 。 。 我 已 经 要 二 十 五 岁 了 。 。 。就 要 大 学 毕 业 了 。
这 几 年 来 ， 我 时 不 时 都 一 直 梦 到 你 ， 但 为 何 就 不 给 我 一 点 能 够 找 到 你 的 提 示 。
今 天 我 梦 到 我 在 梦 里 崩 溃 了 ， 泪 水 不 停 的 使 唤 。。 不 断 哀 求 他 帮 我 找 到 你 。 梦 的 尾 端 ， 不 知 应 该 开 心 或 伤 心 是 好， 发 现 你 被 谋 杀 了 ， 后 来 还 在 水 池 里 找 到 你 得 尸 体 。 很 可 笑 吧 ！ 可 能 这 样 至 少 还 能 把 你 好 好 的 安 息 。
已 经 八 年 了 ， 你 已 经 91岁 。 我 是 否 能 够 还 抱 着 希 望呢 ？
你 知 道 吗 ？ 外 婆 每 天 入 睡 后 ， 都 在 梦 里 更 你 聊 天 。
没 有 你 得 新 年， 真 的 好难 受 ！
如 果 时 间 能 够 倒 流 的 话 ， 我 不 会 因 为 你 疼 哥 哥 比 我 多 而 更 你 大 吵 。
我 怀 念 那 段 日 子 。 。 还 记 的 吗 ？ 每 天 的 清 晨 ， 你 都 会 来 到 我 的 床 边 ， 问 我 想 吃 什 么 样 的 早 点 。
你 因 为 疼 爱 我 们 ， 连 老 师 骂 我 们 ， 你 都 会 为 我 们 而 骂 老 师 =)
我 希 望 你 回 来 我 们 的 身 边 。
我 希 望 你 能 亲 眼 目 睹 我 跟 哥 哥 的 成 长 。 我 希 望 你 能 以 我 们 为 荣 。
外 公 我 很 想 念 你 。
TIme flies and again is New year .
It seems like ages since i last celebrated my chinese new year back at grandma's house.
As we grow up day by day...i find that the stuffs that we used to play are not as interesting before.
The only reasons that i wanted to be back there is more like because of grandma and my beloved family .
Dont blame me not looking forward to celebrate with other relatives of mine...coz since kid till the current me i dont find any sincerity in them ..ok this does not pin point to everyone .
BUT i am Happy and never regreted for once that i was born into this family . If not i wouldnt have the chance to be my grandma's granddaughter . I wouldnt have the chance to my be my parent's daughter and brother's sister.
I sincerely wish them all the best in 2008 and all the happy thing happens to them.
For my beloved frens who meant so much to me ...happy chinese new years and wish you all happy forever:)
konichiwa=)
The accumulation of small little happiness make up the happy me now.
1) Mummy finally bank in money to my account =D
2) Managed to get fruit tart from Bulkin .2x =D
3) Having to eat the fruit tart without finishing it up in one shot.3x=D
4) Went to the Chisti dom and bought myself sebamed facial wash for sensitive skin (Get a free moisturising sample)4x=D
5) After aerobic ,weighed myself and to my astonishment i lost weight with the fruit tart half digested in my stomach.5x =D
6) Able to have a patience tutor for malay language 6x=D
Life has never been better=D"D:D;D
I am like a few kgs away from my targeted weight . Sort of excited yet abit worry that i might gain back in 2 weeks time. lol what to do coz i am good at that. I can gained 8kg in 2 weeks time during my holiday back in brunei last summer which justify my capability of doing so. BUT i really dont want to put on weight so i shall pray that i am not tempted to binge eating.
Currently i am having pediatric cycle which i feel i am pretty weak in this field . There are too many theme to cover in such a short time and i ended up dont know where to begin . Still the happiness outweigh this.=D
Ok enough of the happy me talk.
Bye bye~
My little brother. The one i pamper since he was a kid till now,still that naughty. Digging out all my soft toys and actually bother to count and informing me how many soft toys i had stuff in the china bag that i cargo back.
Exploring practically everything that i cargo back.Luckily he doesnt know how to read chinese if not letter also will read one by one :S
Always bully me and yet i know somehow deep down he cares for me .
crapping again~
这 六 年 就 好 像 一 部 戏剧 ， 而 我 就 象 戏 里 的 女 主 角 。 之 前 的 我 去 了 哪 儿 ？ 是 否 这 就 是 所 谓 的 成 长 ！ 曾 经 的 我 满 怀 着 梦 想！ 每 天 都 很 勤 奋 的 读 书 ， 希 望 有 一 天 我 可 以 让 父 母 依 我 为 荣 和 能 够 成 为 哥 哥 他 们 的 资 助 。 从 小 到 大 ， 我 可 说 是 最 乖 最 不 会 惹 麻 烦 得 。
永 远 都 不 会 忘 记 哪 一 天 。 。 我 的 自 私 我 的 固 执 和 他 们 的 谅 解 和 体 谅 。 因 为 哪 段 情 我 放 弃 我 的 志 愿 我 也 几 乎 忘 了 亲 情 的 可 贵 。 母 亲 为 我 流 的 泪 ， 为 我 争 取 跟 他 一 起 出 国 的 机 会 ， 也 因 此 被 别 人 侮 辱 ， 至 今 都 没 忘 过 。 当 爸 爸 沉 默 的 轻 柔 我 的 额 头 。 。 问 我 还 来 的 及 申 请 的 时 候 ！ 老 实 说 我 的 心 就 象 被 撕 破 得 感 觉！ 我 讨 厌 我 的 固 执 我 的自 私！
来 到 这 里 我 还 是 很 努 力 很 拼 命 的 念 书 ， 我 希 望 我 可 以 弥 补 一 切 ！
分 手 的 那 一 刻 ， 我 失 去 了 方 向 和 自 我 。 我 领 悟 了 家 人 的 重 要 性地 。 我 也 明 白 到 拥 有 知 心 朋 友 的 可 贵 。
那 时 的 我 花 了 很 多 时 间 交 友 。 学 会 了 交 流 得 重 要 。 擦 觉 到 自 我 的 缺 点 。 我 很 努 力 的 改 政 。 但 不 知 为 么和 我 这 么 改 都 还 是 这 样 。 还 是 这 样 逊 ！ 可 能 还 染 上 跟 多。 。
现 在 的 我 不 再 信 任 爱 情 能 够 长 久 ， 明 白 喜 欢 不 一 定 要 拥 有 。 相 信 被 爱 比 爱 人 跟 幸 福 。 也 体 会 到 不 管 这 么 改 我 还 是 会 有 别 人 不 满 意 的 性 格 和 地 方 。 。 我 本 身 自 认 不 是 一 个 出 色 的 人 ， 我 也 几 乎 忘 了 这 么 去 做 一 位 好 朋 友 ， 忘 了 这 么 做 一 个 好 情 人 ， 简 单 一 句 我 觉 得 以 前 的 我 会 比 现 在 的 我 来 的 好事。
My journey to greece has ended .Arrived back in my own room yesterday. With a whole load of photos and big hole in my pocket. This trip actually still within my budget but i was hoping that i can save abit up but sigh due to the unexpected incidence lead me no choice .
Class went on smoothly today. Went to aerobic after that and was indeed happy when the weighing scale shows no sign of increase :D I was pretty amazed by it coz i was binging on food esp bread .
we leave ukraine for Greece by hoping on a train on 28th of december to lyiv and crossed the border by manually .
Below is the photos taken on the way to lyiv.
Me was absent in the photos coz i was the camera man .=D
It took us about 26hrs to get to lyiv .
And about 2 hrs max to cross the border and reached warsawa(poland).Well below is the photo taken in one of the poland shopping centre.
We actually spend few days at poland before we take a flight to greece. And we actually spend our last day of 2007 in poland . The fireworks was so amazing .
Follow by is the photos which we took while we reached Greece and settled down in hostel.
Well the hostel is pretty cold and not really those nice hostel that we pictured but still we cant expect much with the amount of money we willing to pay. Afterall is still livable .
our iternary is 3 days in athen then santorini 2days then followed by 2 days in athen again:)
We wasted our 1st day in Athen ..not to say wasted...actually should be phrase as recharging ourselves.
So after full day of rest. The very next day early in the morning we start exploring the city ...there are 6 archeological sites for us to explore .
there are alot photos more...just view from my photos place
Our social med teacher wouldnt let us off today but she is kind enough to let us off earlier than usual.
Hope this trip will be a memorable one too. Hopefully i can make the small thing enjoy unexpectedly. A bit upset that jing they all unable to join us for this trip which is most probably our last trip to any places from ukraine. Still i have to wish then do enjoy themselves too while studying.
Oh god i brought alot of food with me like refugees. Well i dont intend to spend that much over greece.
I want to make a wish when the sunset ..i hope out of so many wishes ..being sincere i only make one wish and hope this wish will really come true. Coz i want to see her happy and the only thing i could do for her since i start working.
And plz stay by my side till as long as possible .At least when i able to make your wish come true first.
Alright ...got to go for class now...
weekend is going to end . Let tomorrow be a whole new day:) Got myself a few new resolutions. Enough rest. i should start warming my engine . My msn cant get connected. sigh~
Few days ago i just got the hk photos from cheryl .haha..going to post up few of it. coz recently all my post dont have pics which make me sort of reluctant to blog .
Before i forget i should wish krishna happy deepavali. I should have gone with them to clubbing but then somehow i am in tight budget which strike me out of sudden. Feel sorry about it sigh~
Tomorrow is pinky's birthday. Hope he will enjoy it and let it be one of the memoriable one.
ok enough of it shall just post photos...sigh i looked way thinner back in hk .
living my life for 23 yrs plus. And finally i reached the moment where i started to have the interest in make up stuffs. i bought for myself eyeshadows today and just last month i bought mascara and lipgloss. It feels wierd and exciting to have this stuff bought by urself the first time. Guess i am becoming more and more vain ? Guess having a set of this stuff make me more womanish :) I cant help thinking that one day i might need those when i started to work and i dont think i will be able to find frens who had time to help me make up anymore . So guess is time to learn up all this stuffs. ALL these stuffs is pretty expensive investment . Guess wont be buying anymore till i managed to use it up first and i hope it can last for one year?
Another reason for sure is i want to look pretty also hahah...vain vain vain
ok enough of my make up stuff..
I think i fall in love with aerobic . The instructor is so good that with the amount of food intakes i still able to get rid of those excess fat. How i hope i can be more determine in controlling my diet so that i can actually maximise the effectiveness.
Guess tomorrow i must start to watch my intakes so i can maximise the effectiveness.
Today feel the worst coz having takened two breakfast and on the way i ate another sharumah which i dont even have craving for nor am i hungry .Guess food is equivalent to my freedom . so correct this nasty habit. if not like ivan said i wont be able to make it before greece tour.
Must win must win !!
ok shall go drink some green tea to atleast wash out those oily stuff i took just now.
